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the wish

she's the girl who dreamt of happiness
but once before she asked to God about something that no one wants
in her pain and tears, she wished it so bad
but now, when the rainbow starting to chase away the dark clouds, her wish comes after her
God had granted her wish
her wish haunted her and started to get into her rainbow
she started to think, what if...
her inner side consoled her by saying nothing will happen . everything is gonna be alright
day by day, her wish started to show up and slowly it gets into her
"ahh maybe it just something with no big deal" she said
"it's common"
"c'one, don't be too into it"
she tried to share the story of her wish to others, but everyone did not take aback with that
and she really wish she would have the same thought like them
so she  constantly keep herself away from the thought and collected the remaining pieces of courage that she had before
trying to blend well and fit in ;well it works on her
so one day, she asked God to take back the wish as her days are becoming bright
soon she realized she's a greedy and ungrateful one for wishing the wish
she's feeling bad and since that, she never asked the God to take back the wish
"nothing will happen" she whispered every time the wish came :)





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