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2018 please be nice

Wow it has been a long time ago since my last entry. It's been a while huh?
So someone reminds me bout this so I thought why not to make a new entry 😛 well while doing this am lying on ma bed after bukak buku hm study la sangat 🌚 so tomorrow am going to start my exam week which will be definitely a hectic and topsy turvy week  for me 😫 me. Hate. Exam. So. Much. Who on earth invent this so called evaluation system? Srsly??
There's nothing much to tell about my life okay am doing and living well(setakat ni)  in um and ermm nothing much la. Oohh and haha I'm meeting someone *you know who you are dasar stalker haha
God, I like everything about him! His smile, his voice, his laugh, haaa semua la. Idk why I got stucked with him but all I know is I am completely into him 😍 from the start, I've the gut but am scared to tell. I never knew that using a ghost picture as ws dp and used ws call to acah2 kacau in midnight would bring us together like now 🙈 hahahahaha
Dear you *you know it's always be you; I hope you won't get bored with me and I hope that in your eyes I am the most beautiful girl uve ever met haha. I hope that your love towards me is beyond the galaxies cuz hey mine is bigger than the galaxies okayy.

Sometimes I was wondering, just what the hell happened towards me that I fail in friendship. Arghh am a loser 😔 everything went well at the beginning but sth happened and kaput like a shattered mirror yeah we were drifted apart up until now. I love them and I miss them. Whenever I scrolled our old pictures tears will streamed down the cheek. No lie. I miss all the lame jokes, all the crazy dances that we did together, I miss hugging them, I miss talking nonsense with them, I miss blabbering to them to eat vegetables ,I miss being clingy to them 😕 if I could turn back the time, I'll tell them how I love them and how I want so bad for them to stay in my life. That will happen if and only if ...
Okiee let's talk bout sth else. Ahhh I hate evening vibes. It makes me wanna cry .uljimaaa baby 😚 you are doing great! Cherish every moment that you have before the end of your life comes!!
Okey I've got to end here. Till hand kiss the keyboard again ,xoxo
Love, Anaa (heyy can I use the name? I found it cute tho haha) eh no laaa I want to use this
Love, pluviophile ☔

                 






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