ailurophile

she looked up the starry skies she felt at calm and peace a feeling that she had been longing for a long time ago while listening to her favourite song a tear rolled down her cheeks she closed her eyes reminiscing all her memories everything seems fade away the only thing that left is pain and scars she tried to hold the tears but she failed she was alone she wished to be like those stars at that moment, she felt lost as if she had no one else left with her she had no one to rely on everyone thought she could handle her life all by herself everyone thought she was okay everyone thought she enjoyed her life that much everyone thought she was strong enough to hold her tears back everyone thought she was living her dreams everyone thought she was surrounded with people But everyone never know and never try to know the girl that they thought can handle her life was actually miserable and had been thinking to suicide they do not know that the girl they thought was oka...

she's the girl who dreamt of happiness but once before she asked to God about something that no one wants in her pain and tears, she wished it so bad but now, when the rainbow starting to chase away the dark clouds, her wish comes after her God had granted her wish her wish haunted her and started to get into her rainbow she started to think, what if... her inner side consoled her by saying nothing will happen . everything is gonna be alright day by day, her wish started to show up and slowly it gets into her "ahh maybe it just something with no big deal" she said "it's common" "c'one, don't be too into it" she tried to share the story of her wish to others, but everyone did not take aback with that and she really wish she would have the same thought like them so she  constantly keep herself away from the thought and collected the remaining pieces of courage that she had before trying to blend well and fit in ;well it works o...

Wow it has been a long time ago since my last entry. It's been a while huh? So someone reminds me bout this so I thought why not to make a new entry 😛 well while doing this am lying on ma bed after bukak buku hm study la sangat 🌚 so tomorrow am going to start my exam week which will be definitely a hectic and topsy turvy week  for me 😫 me. Hate. Exam. So. Much. Who on earth invent this so called evaluation system? Srsly?? There's nothing much to tell about my life okay am doing and living well(setakat ni)  in um and ermm nothing much la. Oohh and haha I'm meeting someone *you know who you are dasar stalker haha God, I like everything about him! His smile, his voice, his laugh, haaa semua la. Idk why I got stucked with him but all I know is I am completely into him 😍 from the start, I've the gut but am scared to tell. I never knew that using a ghost picture as ws dp and used ws call to acah2 kacau in midnight would bring us together like now 🙈 hahahahaha Dear yo...