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COMPARISON IS INDEED A THIEF OF EUPHORIA

I `m always feel like this.Feeling that no one would care about me.I don`t know whether I am the one who created this feeling or this feeling is really exist.Sometimes,I will feel happy and sometimes,not very well.Okay now ni,aku nak cerita lah.I do know that I am supposedly feel grateful because I do have A sister who really cares about me.She is studying at UTM.So,that means she is far away from our family.But once she come back home,I don`know what to say.There is a feeling which I feel that I am TOTALLY being ignored by my mother.I tau yang my sister memang lah rajin tolong my mom,unlike me.Tapi.....arghh,I do not know what to say.In my sight,she is a perfect sister,maybe?and a perfect daughter for my mother.But I do not like her well.She always compares me with herself.Like,yea I know right now I am getting chubbier..and I know maybe she was kidding.But,please,don`t compare anything about myself with herself..
Banyak lagi yng aku nak story the mory tapi,I could not bear it.Maybe my eyes will drop into tears..
And I certain that my mom loves her more than I am.I  know...My mom can deny it but as one of her daughter,I can see it clearly..Only God knows my feeling right now......

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