ailurophile

hye and assalamualaikum it has been a long long time ago since my last entry seriously,many things have changed so am I I am officially graduated from stf and I am a srikandi but it doesn`t matter to me I don`t know how to start with this but right now my feelings are mix I don`t know how it can turn out like this I am feeling down right now just imagine your own sister talk bad about you is it really bothering her when I am fat??huh does she think that being who am I right now is my wish? I really want to cry right now why does she did this to me huh? I am trying so hard really hard until I can`t bear with it anymore I know sometimes she might think that it was just a joke I didn`t mind about it at all,at first but as she always do that,i am getting annoyed and I am hurt the cut is really deep and now it leaves a scar I never judge her I respect every single thing that she did and it really don`t bother me but why is she acting like that I hate her damn ...